||[Feb. 17th, 2008|09:51 pm]
Jessi the Kid
man i haven't written in a LONG time. I just checked and it's been since the end of February, almost a year!|
So, quick summary I guess.
Got into a few schools, graduated from northern, stayed in Marquette all summer, it was a blast. Two new nieces were born in June, Emma and June. Started grad school at MSU in the fall, and now living single on my own in East Lansing. woo.
East Lansing is weird. After Christmas break I have not wanted to be here anymore, it's nuts. The other night I just started crying, cause I don't know if I am doing what I should be doing, it's weird. Some days I'm fine, and I just sit and do what I'm supposed to do, but sometimes I freak out. Today I got back and was fine, read on my way home, and procrastinated all the rest of the day, hard to get motivated to get it done. I will probably be freaking out again by tomorrow, but in the way that I will be highly stressed out and nervous. Ugh this is nuts, i'll be much better when I have my internship stuff done.
Just when I think I have stuff figured out, I realize there is so much left to do. I don't like having to plan for a long time from now, but I'm already signing a lease for next fall, and need to nail down an internship/practicum for all of next year. I figure out what summer classes I want to take, and I thought about doing the dual program, for community and school, but it would be a very stressful summer and I don't think that would be good for me.
So, right now, I need to focus on finishing what I need to do in the next two weeks, then I have spring break to worry about the rest of the semester.